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2003-09-23 - 9:15 a.m. The funeral for my niece was beautiful. The minister said a few words, and my brother-in-law finally broke down and cried (the first time since his daughter's death) so I know my sister felt better, too. Then we all went and got ice cream - America's bandaid for a grieving heart. It helped, although we all are still so sad... Ok, enough sadness. I can only take so much and then I will cry - which is kinda weird to me. I seem to be more weepy since getting home than before I went. Last week I was sad, but this week I feel off and on like I could cry at any given moment. It's a little unsettling. I have to get a new profession. This one sucks. Enough said again. Ok, how's all that for uplifting entry. Oh, one more bummer - not pregnant this month. I have a "consultation" with my doctor tomorrow. I have no idea what that means, but it's a little unsettling as well. Sigh, the word for the week is unsettling, heh? Well, the next entry should undoubtedly be more upbeat (if you read me, you know I can't have very many of these maudlin entries before I start disliking myself). Until later.
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